Friday, June 30, 2006
You may ask yourself.....where does that highway go to...
Time moves slooooowwwwww....
Too much cold medicine to sleep at night. Too much coffee to get out of bed.
Living in a hotel room. A man realizes exactly who he is when he is alone.
I hope to have that moment of clarity.
More random thoughts when I get the chance.
Friday, June 09, 2006
If it is my last blog here. This feels right.
“Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.”
- Dr. Seuss
Friday, June 02, 2006
This is it.....
What a week. The emotions that go through a persons mind when they have to make life changing and perhaps defining choices.
Crying at work? Not cool.
Let me take a second to explain something about this crazy business. We leave. We move on. We change. What we don't expect is to feel bad about it. We don't expect to make friends. We don't expect to accomplish things. We don't expect to be a part of something bigger.
We don't expect to cry at work.
I was reading posts in the forums. People saying they are sad. That they would miss me. I don't believe it for a second. Well maybe you will for a second.
The truth of the matter is as days pass you will forget me. You will forget the broken saints helmet. You will forget slimfast defused a bomb at the airport and jacked off in the mix van. You will forget that I love Social D and kind of dug Fall Out Boy even though I don't admit it. You will forget that I like tranny porn and have a healthy nylon fetish. You will forget that I pleasured myself to your myspace. You will forget that Suzi was actually Rayne and Danny Boi got naked in front of Pricillas. You will forget that I gave you relationship advice and you told me secrets.
The funny thing is after all these years of plenty of one sided conversations it will be me who doesn't forget you. I can never thank you or say I'm sorry enough.
There is something in my eye.....
It's summer, I can taste the salt of the sea
There's a kite blowing out of control on the breeze
I wonder what's gonna happen to you
You wonder what has happened to me...
-U2
"Around The Sun"
I want the sun to shine on me
I want the truth to set me free
I wish the followers would lead
with a voice so strong it could knock me to my knees
Hold on world 'cause you don't know what's coming
Hold on world 'cause I'm not jumping off
Hold onto this boy a little longer
Take another trip around the sun
If I jumped into the ocean to believe
If I climbed a mountain would I have to reach?
Do I even dare to speak?--to dream?--believe?
Give me a voice so strong
I can question what I have seen
Hold on world 'cause you don't know what's coming
Hold on world 'cause I'm not jumping off
Hold onto this boy a little longer
Take another trip around the sun
Around the sun
Around the sun
Around the sun
Let my dreams set me free.
Believe. believe.
Now now now now now now
- R.E.M.
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